Veena and Tabassum

‘You should not have left Kashmir’
The shawl seller from Kashmir concluded while trying to show his ware. Something about the statement ticked off Veena.
‘You should be glad my brother’s are not at home. They would have answered it better. No, I don’t want to buy anything. Please, leave!’

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My first Id was at the house of Tabassum, friend and colleague of my bua Veena Didi. I remember eating sevaiya at the house of her friend somewhere in downtown Srinagar . I remember how excited about visiting the house of the famous friend of my dear bua. They would run experiments on rabbit blood. I would ask her if I were to visit her office, would I see rabbits, white rabbits. She promised, I went, but I never saw any rabbits. Her office smelt of hospitals. It was a hospital. That year, besides her impeding marriage, she was excited about the new imported machine in her office. This machine could churn blood at an unimaginable RPM, round and round, separating blood into fine individual components for study. Among her sibling she was the only one to have gone outside the state to study. It was a time she was to always remember fondly. I remember how excited I was about eating real sevaiya. I remember the shops in the area, the pistols, that looked too real and the police holsters, that were certainly real, handing from the roof of those shops. I was obsessed with Bandook that year. Guns were all I could think of that year. Diwali was just around the corner. I wanted a gun that year. The visit turned out to be a formal affair. We were sitting, on floor, in the drawing room of a house that looked newer than the house in which I was born. Tabassum served the dishes. Sevaiya were different and certainly better. And then we left.

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She was the first one to leave.Veena didi finally got married in Jammu in middle of a cerfew over an issue that would roll-ball into what would be remembered as ‘mandal comission’.  A year after her marriage, some people from Kashmir paid her new home a visit.

‘Where is Veena?’ That is all the woman at the door wanted to know.
Veena’s mother-in-law was in a fix on hearing this question. At first she was suspicious of the Muslim brother-sister  duo that had come inquiring about the whereabouts of her daughter-in-law. Al though her family had a house at Chanapora, she had spent most of her own married life in Amritsar. How do they know? How did they find out? Terrorist? These thoughts filled her up instinctively. But on hearing a lengthy explanation on the nature and depth of relationship, she was convinced enough to tell them,’Veena is at the place of her parents. Perhaps you should come some other time. Sorry!’
‘Okay, take us there. I won’t leave without meeting her.’
Shocked as she was at this unabashed display of emotion, under duress and with a word of advice, ‘Take Care’, she deployed Veena’s husband to accompany the brother-sister duo to the place of Veena’s in-laws.

It was a colony which was in winter filled with ‘Durber move’ Kashmiris. It was the place were I celebrated a couple of more Ids growing up with boys from Kashmir who would bowl like Imran Khan and Wasim Akram. Boys who taught me reverse swing even before the rest of the world knew it.

‘How could you not invite me to your marriage? You thought I wouldn’t come?’
‘How could I?’
With that the two friends, Tabassum and Veena hugged each other. Veena welcomed her into the two-roomed house of her parents.

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I have no recollection of the second event. It’s a story my Bua likes to recall sometime. She went on to teach herself programming just around the time when I first started to pick it up in school. In her exercises to keep herself busy, a thought that filled minds of a few pandits in Jammu, on weekdays she teaches computer science to village kids, who in Summer sometimes bring her offering of Mangoes, and on weekends she spends a lot of her time in the ashram of a Kashmiri Saint freshly relocated to Jammu. I think she misses her imported Beckman machine and the rabbits. She tells me she again heard from Tabassum a few years back. Tabassum is married and in U.K. May on somedays, she too misses that blood churning machine and those white rabbits.

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An Orchard in Kashmir

(This family history is contributed by my Mamaji, Roshan Lal Das, who previously sent me the story of his ancestral house at a place in Srinager called Kral Khod [Here]. This time around, he sent me the story of a tract of land in his ancestral village. It was a new and interesting story for me.)

My great grandmother, who for most of her life was known simply as ‘Haer‘ (like the bird ‘finch’) belonged to village Harmain in Shopian collectorate. We had inherited a large tract of land from her maternal side.

I had never been to this village till I grew well out of my teens. There was no road connectivity even up to 1973. One had to go to Shopian by bus, and then take another bus up to town Imam Sahib on the route to Kulgam. After getting down at Imam Sahib one had to travel across meadows, brooks, plateaus and unpaved paths on foot to reach Harmain, a distance of nearly 7 kilometers.

In 1967, a distant cousin from Harmain visited us at our Kralhod house in Srinagar. He insisted that I should accompany him and visit our ancestral village. Those days I had no particular liking for villages. But he insisted. Reluctantly, I accompanied him. He took a different route to the village: we took a bus to Anantnag and from there another bus to Kulgam, we got off at village called Qadiyar, a large village on the way to Kulgam town. It was late afternoon, trudging along western direction we were on our way to Harmain. Before my eyes was an endless expanse of meadows and rice fields. As the sun was beginning to set behind the vast western mountains, unexpectedly, I had a sudden surge to hum a Harry Belfonte song:

Down at the way where nights are gay
And sun shines daily on mountain top

The sun was playing hide and seek with bits of clouds. Herds of cows, with bells tingling around their neck, were being driven home, raising a lot of dust (‘gow dhuli’ in Hindi). By the time we reached my host’s home, it was already dark. In all we must have walked nearly 10 Kilometers. I had never walked so much in my life and I was dog tired. I was offered a trough of hot water, the generosity of this act was lost on me as I had no clue what I was supposed to do with it. Then I was told that it would rid me of tiredness. One of the younger sons of my host got down on his knees and washed my feet with this hot water. I started feeling relaxed. It worked. Later, a rolled quilt was put behind my weary back and we got ready for dinner. Food was a simple affair and unlike city food, less oily and less spicy. The rice was an unpolished brown variety known commonly as ‘zag’. After having a hearty meal, I slept like a log.

Next day my host took me around chunks of our ancestral paddy lands.

These packets were scattered around all over the outer fringes of the village. I was also introduced to our sharecroppers. They seemed to be comparatively poorer but contentment was visible on their faces. One of the obvious reasons for this contentment was land settlement established by Sir Walter Lawrence; another reason was the ensuing J&K agrarian reforms act.

Before 1890, the revenue department followed an archaic system created by Todarmal, the revenue advisor of Empror Akbar. Under this system the sharecroppers were not hereditary. Anyone who tilled the land would get his name endorsed in the records. He had to pay taxes as well, and these could be in cash or in the form of crops. Lawrence changed all this and the peasants had a bit of relief. In gratitude, they named a village in Doru Shahbad Pargana as ‘Larnow’ after their savior.

Nineteen Seventies were the days of decaying feudal system. The crops were shared by the absentee landlords and the tillers on equal basis.

Out of curiosity, I entered the house of one Ama Chopan (‘Chopan’ in Kashmiri means a Shepherd) who was one of the tillers. The house was neat with mud plastered walls, trellis and thatched roofs. There was an outhouse which served as cowshed (‘Gaan’ in local lingo),with an attic which served as store place for fodders. I found that almost every villager had a cow to meet day to day diary needs. Ama Chopan invited me to tea in his outer kitchen area. Unlike city Muslims, the village women hardly observe any ‘Parda’. The women here freely mingled with guests. I was offered salted tea with powdered maize (‘Sutoo’).The salted tea had been prepared in an alloy ‘Somavar’. The village folks back then prepared most of their foodstuff in clay pots kept over mud-stoves running on dried cow-dung cakes as source of energy. (The village folks too have now moved to gas stoves)

Next day, I was shown around our ancestral orchard. The orchard was located on a picturesque plateau which was called as ‘Kral Wudar’ which in literal meaning stood for: the plateau belonging to the people living in ‘Kral Khod’ (our native locality in Srinagar city).

The plateau presented a breathtaking view of surrounding mountains which held the lake of ‘kosarnag, which I knew as the source of famous waterfall of ‘Ahrabal’. A small stream flowed down below from this plateau. At the foot of the plateau, this stream took a sharp downward bend near my host’s house, who had ingeniously installed a stone grinder (‘Grat’) at the spot. The villages had not yet been electrified even as Srinagar had it electric wires way back in 1930s. People have always found ways of cutting efforts. This stone grinder would move on and on due to cascading water and the village folks would grind their maize or rice for flour. The husk was retained by the owner of the stone grinder as barter system still prevailed in villages till then.

Next day I left for home. My host accompanied me to another village Hajipur which was connected to Shopian town by a motorable road. Back then village people had a strange way of detecting whether the bus was approaching. They would put their ear to the road and listen-in on the sounds of an approaching bus. They were known to easily detect the approaching bus even if it was a mile away.

It had been a thoroughly pleasurable trip. I made it a habit to visit the orchard twice every year. These trips went on smoothly for next five years. But only five years.

In the year 1973, during one of my bi-annual trips to the village, while strolling in our orchid, among almond trees, I was surprised to see a few freshly planted saplings of cottonseed. I asked our chowkidar, a man known to me as ‘Ramana Chookidar’, about these saplings and if he knew who had planted them. He certainly knew and was willing to answer but said that since he was a native of that village, he should not be named, lest his family be socially boycotted by his neighbors (a phenomena known as ‘Tarki Mowaalaat’ or ‘No Promotion through No Contact’). He claimed that the saplings have been planted by the villagers who had some ulterior motive. I went to village Patwari and asked him for a copy of ‘Intikhaab’ or Mutations. He said that we people had been sleeping over years as the records available with him showed that that the villagers were share-croppers since ages and were planting dry crops such as maize, peas and cottonseeds in our orchard. I told him it is a plain lie and that there were interpolations in the records. He said that all his predecessors could not be lying.

Something snapped inside me. Only then I realized the reason of contentment on those faces of villagers.

The state Government had thought of making the tillers rich by enacting J&K agrarian reforms act. Under this act, tillers had to pay a token amount in the form of a levy. This token amount back then came around to rate of Rs.250 for fallow Land (Banjare Qadeem), Rs.300 for ‘B’ class paddy land and Rs. 350 for ‘A’ class paddy land. In this law there was no mention of dry lands or the pastoral land. With a single stroke of pen, the J&K government achieved what the Russian, Chinese and bunch of other countries took years of revolutions to achieve, and even in these counties the land was accrued to state not directly to the tillers.

I went back to city and informed about the situation to my cousins and uncle who too were the part owners of that Orchid. They too were flabbergasted. Next week we all went back to Harmain and talked to the sharecroppers. We tried to reason with them but having been tutored by one ‘Pala’(a shepherd class by ancestry) they refused and brashly demanded half of the land. We talked to the village Patwari and asked as to how the records could be falsified. He said that it was not him but all his predecessors who had entered mutations of sharecropping and even the records in archives were reflecting the same.

We went down to the police station of Shopian.The SHO was a little bit hesitant after he listened to our pleas. He said that all the matters regarding land had become a holy cow after the government pushed for J&K agrarian reforms bill. We had to pay him a heavy bribe to (effectually) lend us half a dozen cops who could accompany us back to the village. As soon as we entered on our Orchard the village folks along with their families tried to overwhelm the us by their sheer number. The policemen took to their heels.

In Indian subcontinent there is an unwritten law that if your land or house is under occupation of someone else and if you are not able to evacuate him you are liable to lose ownership rights by and by. Desperate, hopeless, we pitched a tent in the middle of the Orchard. Next day, not to be outdone, the ‘tillers’ pitched their own tent in the Orchard. We fought a pitched tent battle. But here too we were doomed.

We being cityfolks had to face a lot of difficulties as we were used to tap-water at home and we were certainly not used to attend call of nature in the open fields. On rainy days we would collect the rainwater dripping down the tent. We realized we couldn’t hope to win the battle this way so in the meanwhile; we filed a petition before the district collector who held his court in comparatively distant Anantnag. The lawyer from tiller side pleaded that we were the exploiter Zamindars since generation and the tillers were a exploited lot since generations. The collector however was not impressed. On hearing the details, he too seemed to be a bit confused. He too concluded Agarian Reforms Act had not mentioned anything about such type of disputes. However, he gave a decision that all the almond produce generated from the trees should be kept in the custody of the owners of the trees till the final decision on the case could be arrived at. To implement the decision, a low functionary of the revenue department (whose palms had to be greased by us) was deputed along with us to the village.

As soon as we reached the orchard and started shaking the crops from the trees, the whole population of the village descended down on the orchard and forcibly removed the crop from our hands. We were stifled by their sheer numbers. In the presence of that government revenue man, the whole crop was forcibly snatched from us.

We again appealed to the district collector. He directed the local police to seize the crop wherever it was. Police claimed inability to lay hands on the crop.

I went back home and had a deep introspection. It dawned upon me that the days of feudal ownership of land were over and a neo-feudalism had taken over. There was little we could do about it. I did nothing about the orchard for next couple of years.

Then one day I had heard a big landlord named Lal Shah who lived at village Hajipur near our village. This landlord had not allowed his tillers to grab any of his land. He along with his six sons had simply used their muscle power to keep his holdings intact. Lal Shah was now eying other lands. A thought occurred to me. I asked my distant relative of Harmain to fix a meeting with him which he did. I was quite impressed meeting him. He had the kind of personality that would remind one of a tribal chief. He had handlebar moustache, mascaraed eyes and presented himself in a red colored velvet waistcoat.

We discussed my situation. He seemed to know everything about our Orchard. I offered him our portion of the Orchard for a price which was much lower than the market rates. He did not agree and insisted that he was interested only if he could get the whole the whole piece in one go.

I went back to city and talked to my uncle and cousin. My uncle agreed but my cousin thought of it as a mad scheme. Instead of following my way of action, my cousin came up with a plan of his own, he went to the villagers and offered them one third of his portion of the land. This plan wasn’t acceptable to me, I yearned to pay the villagers back in the same coin and in a way I also wanted to transfer my headache permanently on their shoulders. Finally I along with my uncle inked a deal with Lal Shah, the real Zamidar. Though the price was much lower than the actual price of the land, the money thus obtained from this ‘distress sale’ (a term that was to haunt Pandits again in a couple of decades) later helped with my younger sister’s marriage.

Due to much changed circumstances in Kashmir, my cousin’s corner of that Orchid is still lying in dispute even as thirty years have passed us by.

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Even though the woman who gets married in the end would be my mother, I had to remind my Uncle that according to Marx it was a simple case of +1 and -1. I said it even as Orwell’s Animal Farm came to my mind. What if both men and animals end-up reading Orwell and both claim to have understood it, in entirety, and claim it to be their own gospel? Isn’t that more likely to happen in this world? Isn’t that what happens? Anyway, I post this story even as I have already dis-owned some of the under-currents that a nuanced reader of literature might pick in this piece. But I believe this ought to be out there, just as counter-stories ought to be out here. I remain open to a counter stories. Especially now.


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Image: Kashmiri Pandit women working the fields, 1890. Came across it on the cover of a popular community magazine of Kashmiri PanditsKoshur Samachar (not surprisingly uncredited in the issue dated December, 2010). 


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From British Library. Dated 1895. Photographer Unknown.

Arms of Clock

Come summer holidays and Sheebu, a bit to her displeasure, would watch her top ranking in the hierarchy of children go a notch down. In summer the cousins, or whoever we thought of as cousins, would arrive. Chotu, because of an eight month advantage, would be declared eldest and naturally would take upon herself to take of organizing activities. Chotu’s idea of fun activities was based around the game of ‘Teacher-Teacher’ which meant group reading of school text books and taxing mental exercises.

‘What’s the Time Now? Vinny, when will you learn to read the time? Badi sui kidhar hai? Choti sui kidhaar? Concentrate! When will you learn the difference between ponay gyarah and sawah gyarah?’
‘Chotu, I am confused. Ek hi sui dekh rahi hai!’
‘Gadhay, Barah baj gaye hai. Isliye.’

Even though silent Nidhi topped most of these activities, for obvious reasons, these games couldn’t hold our interest for long. Much to Sheebu’s delight, after a day or two, everyone would be back under her wing and back to games that involved chasing cats, going on adventures round the yard looking for kittens, puppies, roosters and ghosts, antagonizing our parents, chasing each other around the house for no reason, pulling each other’s legs, fueling our tiny egos, getting physically hurt, name calling, pukki-katti, in other words – raising hell. In summer, the old house, our one big heaven, would reverb with the sound of life, sound of children, our sound.

With summer arrived Goldie ‘The Biter’? Her arrival would make life easy for Megha ‘The Screamer’ as we now had someone better to pick on. Ironically, Megha was to become the victim of one of the best bites by Goldie, a memory of which she still carries on her shoulder.

With summer arrived Littu and her wild giggle that could be triggered easily even by silliest jokes. Tagging along would be her kid brother Nishu ‘The Sikh’, only five but already world renowned in Chattabal for his violent temper and a foul mouth, a side-effect, we kids believed, of spending too much time in Jammu. It was said that he once pulled the dangling Dejhoor of a teacher at M.DASS school so hard that the teacher’s ear got torn. But to us, hardly pint-sized, he seemed surprisingly harmless, except for the time when he broke my bat with two clean strokes on the cemented floor just because he felt like it, he amused us, and with his constant profane chant of ‘Mai’yava’, he was a source of some amusement even to the elders.

In summer would arrive little Rahul, who once gulped down a peg off a bottle of Selenium Sulfide Shampoo, probably because it smelled intoxicating and looked yummy too. Or was it Dettol? We realized little ones could be tricky to handle. It dawned on us quite early that little children, although occasionally fun, need constant attention, which inevitably means loss of fun for others. So often it happened that we kept the little ones outside the proverbial circle. They were just to watch from outside. Sometimes we even managed to push Megha outside the circle, convincing her she too was little. But in some games, like Ghar-Ghar, as no family is complete without babies, little ones would find themselves at the center of attention and these would be quibbling over who gets whom.

Besides Rahul, we had toddlers Neelu and Binnu. We all agreed, Neelu had all the potential to grab Megha’s title. Binnu was the quite one.

I write this after attending Binnu’s wedding at Jammu. This was the wedding of last and youngest of my ‘Born-in-Kashmir’ cousins.

Deepu (not to be called Chotu anymore) was there with her two year old girl who greets anyone she doesn’t like, which includes most people, with ‘Haat’ while lucky few people that she finds agreeable, get a ‘Bow-Bow’. Digging deep into the experience gained at handling kids as a kid, and applying the technique known as ‘Kid-you-are-now-an-Aeroplane-Now-Fly’, I got a ‘Bow-Bow Mamma’.

Sheebu came with her seven month old girl whose world right now revolves around only her mother. Though her baby in fascinated by colors (and I suspect her Mama’s wild hair), no technique stands a chance if she just wants her mother.

Nidhi is in US, her in-laws are on visit. She is saving up on holidays to be with Sheebu for her baby’s first birthday.

Goldie was there with her eight month old boy who appears quite calm most of the time even though his teething troubles should be about to start. May be he takes after his father, Honey, who as a kid didn’t think twice before giving away his best toy to me, a ‘Leo Mattel’ gun that threw discs.

Littu, married and settled in Bangalore, couldn’t attend as she was stuck with work, maybe saving up on holidays to be with her parents who she hasn’t seen for a year.

Nishu is saving on holidays to attend his best friend’s wedding. Around ponay gyarah or sawah gyarah at night, he rang-in on way back from work. He had had a long rough day, had his ear eaten by his boss for mistakes committed by someone else. We are in the same city but it has been a year since we met-up. Before the call died, we didn’t even promise each other to meet-up. We know how things are in the city. This knowing isn’t good I guess.

Rahul had all the plans made for attending the wedding. It all came to naught. He got Typhoid. I am yet to call him. Forgot.

Neelu was there. With Binnu marrying, now she is the only one amongst us who still lives in Jammu. She seemed happier this time around, back to old self, even occasionally cracking her nasty jokes.

As I write this, I realize there weren’t many summers like the one that I recall. I am not even sure if I recalled those kids correctly. In fact, there must have been only one summer -the last summer before the summer of our move, the summer we entered a strange black hole, no it can’t be a black hole, maybe we got gobbled by a strange space worm with no insipid point of singularity .

As space shrunk, somehow the distance between any given two points got larger and larger even as time itself moved faster and faster.

What else can explain this but a space worm? Are we still making our way inside its belly or have we been excreted? More importantly did ‘we’ get gobbled or did ‘I’ get gobbled? Are there multiple worms, one devouring another, like those easily explained in archetypal Sci-Fi movies? What if history is not a poetic river or a comforting ocean but an indifferent space worm?

No do not imagine an astronaut with a watch getting sucked inside this space worm. No do not dare imagine yourself inside this entity. Instead imagine Lalla, an experienced inside traveler, getting sucked into this space worm. Would she have written incredible ‘Vakhs’ about her journey outside? Could she have been devoured? Isn’t she traveling right now, being devoured? Would she mind it or would she see a beauty even in this journey? How bad were your days old lady? Do you know about nuclear fusion? It sure gave me sleepless nights as a kid. What is it that you said with a sigh, under hushed breath?

Keth chiy nendari-hatiy vudiy
Kencan vuden nesar peyi
Kenh chiy snan karith aputiy
Kenh chiy geh bazith ti akrayi

Some, though asleep, are yet awake,
While on some, apparently awake, slumber hath fallen.
Some, despite ablutions, are unclean,
While some, ‘mid household care, are actionless.*

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Vakh of Lal Ded translated by J.L.. Kaul.
Image: Sunset at Jammu.

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